“I may have wandered for a while, but it was Your wonder that made me go back onto Your path. You turned my morning today into praise, another day of surrender and trust. Your Spirit never left me all this time. I was confused and bruised, but You made me stronger. You carried me this far, Your grace sustained me.
You are faithful, You are a Promise-Keeper. Your Word is alive. Your kindness and love, unending.You are good all the time. I love you Lord.
Yes, I experienced so many attacks during my baby’s 4th tri. I was complacent and too confident of the battle, Lord. I am sorry.
Ignorant of what was happening, I just took things as it was. Never asked for wisdom nor help from You. It was awful. The effect on me was quite detrimental, after realizing it.
However, it was a learning experience, thank You Lord for making me stronger for my child. Help me to become a better mom mentally, emotionally and spiritually, in Jesus Name.”
☝This post is really about motherhood, (extra lang yung Netflix, hehe) my Heavenly Father is continuously molding me to become the person that He designed me to be. “Trying” to become better is not the answer, yielding myself to Him then becoming that person is.
My thoughts were just like webs and worms during that 4th tri. However, thy thoughts, as He said in His Word:
“And be sure of this: I am with you always, even to the end of the age.”–Matthew 28:20b
Sharing with you my baby’s pictures, too…
His 1st month:
On his 3rd month:
Ang drama ko no? Actually it was just an issue about baby’s weight (and my spiritual walk,too.)
Seeing him extremely underweight before was just totally heartbreaking for me. 💔
I may have wandered, but today Im walking in faith and true freedom!